Why me, what have I done and then I just get pissed off. I am a crazy mess, more than usual.
I am losing my Mom. Took her to the hospital last night, she wouldn't come home with me. No fight left in her, she is done. Lovely day together, I was lucky to spend the whole day with her. She was giving stuff away. That bit wasn't much fun.
She has been declining quickly lately, but she is a tough old thing and we didn't realise it was as bad as it was. They say hind sight is 20/20.
Not an easy thing to lose 4 family members in less than 2 years. I don't wish it on anyone. Leaves a bitter taste in your mouth and a hollow bit in your soul.
So just letting you all know so when I am crazier than normal with my wild swings you can just brush me off and ignore me. I apologise in advance for any rudness, abruptness or anger I show. Kinda gives me a free pass now right?
I am losing my Mom. Took her to the hospital last night, she wouldn't come home with me. No fight left in her, she is done. Lovely day together, I was lucky to spend the whole day with her. She was giving stuff away. That bit wasn't much fun.
She has been declining quickly lately, but she is a tough old thing and we didn't realise it was as bad as it was. They say hind sight is 20/20.
Not an easy thing to lose 4 family members in less than 2 years. I don't wish it on anyone. Leaves a bitter taste in your mouth and a hollow bit in your soul.
So just letting you all know so when I am crazier than normal with my wild swings you can just brush me off and ignore me. I apologise in advance for any rudness, abruptness or anger I show. Kinda gives me a free pass now right?