My first kid was only two weeks old... when she was two days old my husband was in a major accident that almost killed him. so he had been off work, recovering from it all. I had just fed her, I think I had put together something for him, coffee probably... walked by, grabbed the baby, walked back and turned on the tv.... still in housecoats. I just remember just dropping like a rock into the couch was we watched in horror. it was so surreal.
I lost a LOT of memory when I got sick. about the last ten years. this one I wont forget.... the details are fuzzy, but I will never forget the feeling. it still makes me want to cry. all those lives, lost, and so close to home....