Thanks Progers, I appreciate the recognition and respect!
I have a lot to lose, and a lot riding on my ventures I am fully enveloped in right now.....
Being a small time breeder, focusing on improving and sustaining quality heritage breeds, more specifically a select list of Orpingtons and Sussex. I do my best to maintain/improve and continue the efforts and quality of lines, and with that my reputation as a breeder/fancier of poultry, and my over all character.
I don't have all that much
, I scrape by all the time, it's hard to live this way, but there is no giving up!
If it wasn't for Tsamis and being there for me in my darkest moments, and Karrie the love of my life also there to help dust me off when my health and life fell apart, I would have been on the streets or worse, I spent some time in the hospital, and much time stuck in bed. Still to this day Doctors have no idea what is wrong with my GI tract, but they have a fascinating list of diagnoses so far.
Since I was born I have had major GI issues, and as I age they are gradually getting more manifested and worse. They say the only thing I can do is to not let it consume me.... but I will live the rest of my life with these issues, so what is a guy to do?
I say keep on Clucking...
I got into chickens at first as a form of therapy, I wasn't allowed a dog, but needed some sort of companion animal to keep me company during the day, something I was responsible for, something that depended on me that couldn't be left unattended or forgotten about, not to mention the EGGS!! Yum!
It then blossomed from there into where I am at now... Still scraping by but LOVING every minute of it all.
Being out of work for the past 5 years cause of medical reasons, this is all I have to keep me going and not on a financial aspect either.
It has been increasingly more difficult for myself to find proper employment, but I am heading back to my BBA studies this fall and going for my Bachelors degree in Business, maybe then I will be taking seriously by employers?? It's hard to find suitable employment, that co-insides with my medical disabilities.
Though times are tough, I keep going.....why? cause times have always been tough for me, so why let that alter my being and my attitude. I am alive and want to live.
Finally, after all these years of trying to find myself....
I am doing something I love, I am doing something I am good at and although at times I am not even breaking even, that is better
than being in the hole. You can still operate a business and not earn a profit, as they explained in First semester studies.
For me no matter what I will never give up on what I am doing.. at 29
years old I finally found calling and what drives me, and right now I am my own boss in a sense or am I a slave to my birds? Meh either way I look at it I have no complaints.
Everything I do, my reputation is on the line, when I sell birds I don't just unload an unwanted bird, I sell and part with a member of my flock, my feather'd family..lol
When I sell hatching eggs, I do my best to make sure someone gets a good hatch at the least, I can only go to certain extents but those whom have dealt with me in the past know I always mean well.
Negative comments towards the quality of my birds or the craftsmanship on my Custom coops really truly has an adverse effect on my whole operation, all it takes is one negative comment to spread like wildfire and poof, up in smoke it can all go, but at the same time I don't really worry about that cause the quality, craftsman ship, care, attention shines through in my birds and my coops!
So for someone who has aspirations to be involved and part of this wonderful community and raising poultry for years to come until I retire. I will continue to work hard at making sure that my birds, my coops, my reputation is of the best that it can be, and not tarnished by something like a rumour or misunderstanding.
I can't compete with the Big guys with the $$ in their pockets, and this year has honestly been the slowest and most uncertain year... But that doesn't mean that I am throwing in the towel.
At this point, I will let the quality of my birds & efforts of my creations speak for me.
Finally nice to have a chance to express a bit more about how things operate here, where I am at and a bit more about me.
Cheers,
Jonathan