Just want to type out how I feel....
Well Mid Terms are upon me as I am now at the Halfway point of my first semester, in Year 1 Business Admin at NAIT.
I feel like I am not getting things, not like I am in over my head or I want to quit. It's like everything I have learnt becomes void and useless during an exam, and this is the first time that I have been doing great in class, writing notes and doing homework, all my online assignments and home work, then BOMB an exam.
Ever get writers block, I guess I can describe it as that. I don't know what the heck to do, I have wrote two mid terms already, Personal Finance yesterday and Management today and I did horribly on both of them. My marks are not in but I missed 15 marks on my Finance midterm as I vapor locked, I could not recollect the proper procedures to complete the last few questions. Then I hear "Pencils Down, Heads Up, exams handed in NOW, anyone still writing gets a ZERO~!, Pencils everywhere drop, then I look around and out of 30 of us there was only 3 people left, 4 including myself. I used to breeze through exams in High School.... I guess 10 years does make a difference.
In today's exam I managed to get all the questions complete, but I know that at least 26 marks are subject to opinion as I don't think I answered the questions in proper format after hearing other students discussing the exam in the Elevator. My problem was I had no knowledge of what was being asked of me in the questions? Did I omit something in the text book? Are my study attempts failing me? I took a chance the best I could and at least put something down to complete the test. I know the very last question was wrong as all I did was reword the question as my answer
I am feeling Stressed to the 9, with 3 more mid terms left with thursdays and Friday's being my worst subjects, and no money to pay for tutoring I feel blah.
I was ready to go back to school and I don't want to drop out, I just can't come to terms with why I am experiencing these temporary memory lapses?
Anywho, this was my study break.... hehehe
I am going back to the books. Tomorrow's mid term is Microeconomics Chapters 1-6 + 15
EEk:
Well Mid Terms are upon me as I am now at the Halfway point of my first semester, in Year 1 Business Admin at NAIT.
I feel like I am not getting things, not like I am in over my head or I want to quit. It's like everything I have learnt becomes void and useless during an exam, and this is the first time that I have been doing great in class, writing notes and doing homework, all my online assignments and home work, then BOMB an exam.
Ever get writers block, I guess I can describe it as that. I don't know what the heck to do, I have wrote two mid terms already, Personal Finance yesterday and Management today and I did horribly on both of them. My marks are not in but I missed 15 marks on my Finance midterm as I vapor locked, I could not recollect the proper procedures to complete the last few questions. Then I hear "Pencils Down, Heads Up, exams handed in NOW, anyone still writing gets a ZERO~!, Pencils everywhere drop, then I look around and out of 30 of us there was only 3 people left, 4 including myself. I used to breeze through exams in High School.... I guess 10 years does make a difference.
In today's exam I managed to get all the questions complete, but I know that at least 26 marks are subject to opinion as I don't think I answered the questions in proper format after hearing other students discussing the exam in the Elevator. My problem was I had no knowledge of what was being asked of me in the questions? Did I omit something in the text book? Are my study attempts failing me? I took a chance the best I could and at least put something down to complete the test. I know the very last question was wrong as all I did was reword the question as my answer
I am feeling Stressed to the 9, with 3 more mid terms left with thursdays and Friday's being my worst subjects, and no money to pay for tutoring I feel blah.
I was ready to go back to school and I don't want to drop out, I just can't come to terms with why I am experiencing these temporary memory lapses?
Anywho, this was my study break.... hehehe
I am going back to the books. Tomorrow's mid term is Microeconomics Chapters 1-6 + 15
EEk: