Hey Everyone....
Guess that doesn't have the same meaning as it once did
For myself, I have been primarily occupied with schooling, on a journey of self discovery and healing. Still plugging away daily battling my health issues, but have come a long ways and have a way better understanding now. In counselling for and dealing with PTSD and anxiety as well as depression. Still having major issues with my GI tract, but putting the puzzle together after nearly 22 years and getting results. But my anxiety plays a huge role in my IBS, IBD etc.
Currently suffering from a bout of insomnia as well, so my schedule is way off.
Since my separation from Karrie I have been more or less reclusive and just keeping to myself, doing my own thing at my own pace, at my discretion. It has been a much needed wake up call to myself.
I also haven't been posting much anywhere, the last few posts I have made on public forums have been misunderstood, read out of context causing a whole lot of unnecessary, undesirable and stressful drama. Thankfully it was resolved and things have calmed down and I would prefer to keep it that way.
I am around, just not nearly as vocal as I once was...
For myself, it just feels like due to the circumstances that have unfolded over the past 8 months in my personal life, things have systematically taken a toll on myself in a physical & emotional manner, in the end I am feeling a little worn out. You could say that I try to wake up each day and drink a big ol cup of DGAF! Learning to let the negative roll off me like water on a duck's back.
I'm around, just have the sound down
Jonny